So I know that I'm getting close to having this baby, but I noticed that my baby ticker is in the single digits today and I actually got scared! I am so torn between wanting this baby out so that I don't have to pee every 15 minutes, but it's the kind of pee where I think I am going to pee my pants and then like 1 Tbs. of pee comes out, I want to be able to sleep at night, I want to be able to roll over in my bed and not have to be out of breath and have it take extreme effort to roll over, I want to have more than 4 shirts fit me and one pair of pants that I don't have to either rubberband the waist or have pulled all the way down under my belly, I want to be able to bend over, not have help putting on socks, walk without feeling like I am arched and about to do the limbo, and lots of other beautiful things that come with being pregnant. But at the same time I love feeling the baby move inside me, I love being able to wear whatever, look huge and not have to worry about looking fat because everyone knows that I am pregnant, I don't have to at the moment actually take care of the baby yet, I still have my hands free to wrangle in the other kids, I can still use the excuse that I can eat whatever I want because I'm pregnant, and other stuff.
Sorry for the rant, but I am just trying to get rid of some of my anxiety that I am finally starting to feel. I have been so consumed with Holidays and Birthdays and now that it's Kenyon's birthday today, this is my last thing that I had to check off before the baby could come. So now I have 9+ days to freak out about the baby coming..........
3 years ago
10 comments:
I'm freaking out a little bit for you too!
Mandy
I want to see PICTURES miss Kim!! I remember being so scared on the way to the hospital with each one of my kids, wondering if I was "ready". You will be ready!! I can't wait to see that cute little guy...the kids must be SO excited. Take care and POST SOME PICS of your PREGO self:) Miss you.
I just wrote a big long comment and it didn't post...so here's the jist:
POST PICTURES of you PREGO self! I remember with each one of my kids feeling totally unprepared, even on the way to the hospital I was wondering if I really should have had another baby:) You'll be ready! Can't wait to see that new little guy:) The kids must be so excited!!
Don't freak out!! It will all be great and you'll take it like a champ! Plus, you have a million friends who will help you wrangle the other kids. :)
Just want to say Thanks to Mandy, but I'm sure you said that because it's gonna be you pretty soon!!!!!
Yes, I am not looking forward to my 3rd Trimester. I am still in the "honeymoon" trimester, or so they call it. This pregnancy has been one emotional roller coaster after another. You will do great. I will be thinking about you. Here's hoping for smooth sailing from here on out!
Don't worry! Everything will be great and you'll be so happy to have that little guy in your arms! Let me know if there is ANYTHING you need!!
Yea it's almost time! I'm sure everything will go smoothly for you! I'm hoping we'll be able to see you guys again some day soon. :o)
Just try to get some sleep. That is the only plus to actually not having the baby yet. Everything else is ten times better once they're out, remember? Three is tough but so much better than two and pregnant.
Aaahhh! I can't believe it, so soon! I totally agree with you about everything you just said. I am sorry about your anxieties. Good luck with everything. I will keep looking at yourblog to see when the good news comes! Good luck with everything!
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